been bogged down w work, talks and other leisure activities like tv and the internet, that i've not really had much sleep lately. these 6 hour nites are killing me, think i'm falling sick again... :(

anyway, i really hope i can motivate myself to work harder in the near future or i'm dead... haha. i think i sort of have an idea as to where i wanna go, and what i wanna study now, its just figuring out the means now... ;) anyone willing to sponsor can contact me... :P but seriously, its gonna be tough, and finicial aid is not awarded easily... :(

ah well, hope it doesn't come down to applying for some shitty scholarship... :/